inhibition

"In psychology, sublimation is a mature type of defense mechanism, in which socially unacceptable impulses or idealizations are transformed into socially acceptable actions or behavior, possibly resulting in a long-term conversion of the initial impulse."

SUBLIME

smoker's cabin, look how intimate you've made me

I am a widow in a man's world,
A widow in a white world.

An unattainable form,
An unattainable being.

A constant rush, grazing at my ankles.

I am nothing in your eyes,
I am everything in her’s.
(I am everything in mine)

The inevitable wave of disappointment.
I am the lonely bride in a non-existent wedding.

The lonely bride dressed to mourn at her own funeral.

Lonely too, in death.

THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

I will swim towards nothing, far away.

As far as I can go, 
as far as my funeral shroud (wedding veil) will carry me.

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Rogine Moradi